Dream Theater: Surrounded

Morning comes too early
and nighttime falls too late
And sometimes all I want to do
is wait
The shadow I’ve been hiding in
has fled from me today
I know it’s easier to walk away
than look it in the eye
But I will raise a shelter to the sky
and here beneath this
star tonight I’ll lie
She will slowly yield the light
As I awaken from the longest
night
Dreams are shaking
Set sirens waking up tired eyes
With the light the memories
all rush into his head
By a candle stands a mirror
Of his heart and soul she
dances
She was dancing thru the night
above his bed
And walking to the window
he throws the shutters out
against the wall
And from an ivory tower hears
her call
“Let light surround you”
It’s been a long, long time
He’s had a while to think it over
In the end he only sees the
change
Light to dark
Dark to light
Light to dark
Dark to light
Heaven must be more than this
When angels waken with a kiss
Sacred hearts won’t take the
pain
But mine will never be the same
He stands before the window
His shadow slowly fading from
the wall
And from an ivory tower hears
her call
“Let the light surround you”
Once lost but I was found
When I heard the stained glass
shatter all around me
I sent the spirits tumbling
down the hill
But I will hold this one on high
above me still
She whispers words to clear my mind
I once could see but now at last
I’m blind
I know it’s easier to walk away
than look it in the eye
But I had given all that
I could take
And now I’ve only habits left
to break
Tonight I’ll still be lying here
Surrounded in all the light

My theme song…
My first song into the world of Rock, you got me ‘surrounded’…
Learn to rise, learn to live, learn to fly and stay air-borne…
I got wings!
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All the Forces Be With You

This for you or this for us. Lyrics from Dream Theater but it is from heart to heart from songs that touch us….

Lost in the sky
Clouds roll by
and I roll with them
Arrows fly
Seas increase
and then fall again

This world is spinning around me
This world is spinning without me
Every day send future to past
Every breath leaves me one less
to my last

Watch the sparrow falling
Gives new meaning to it all
If not today nor yet tomorrow
then some other day

I’ll take seven lives for one
And then my only father’s son
As sure as I did ever love him
I am not afraid

This world is spinning around me
The whole world keeps
spinning around me
All life is future to past
Every breath leaves me one less
to my last

Pull me under Pull me under
Pull me under I’m not afraid
All that I feel is honor and spite
All I can do is set it right

Dust fills my eyes
Clouds roll by
and I roll with them
Centuries cry
Orders fly
and I fall again

This world is spinning inside me
The whole world is
spinning inside of me
Every day sends future to past
Every step brings me closer
to my last

Pull me under Pull me under
Pull me under I’m not afraid
Living my life too much in
the sun
Only until your will is done




The wonders never cease… ever wonder why you can’t be “the wonder”… all my hope, love and luck is on you…
Cast your spell…
And pull me under…

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The Maverick Misfit: Love the Rain


Anyone who says sunshine alone brings happiness has never danced in the rain.

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You wanna get married???

Excerpts from men who have already used the product “marriage”. Read on and at least try to glean some knowledge, Men! And all the women, read on and have a laugh!
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  1. I recently read that love is entirely a matter of chemistry.
    That must be why my wife treats me like toxic waste.
    David Bissonette
  2. When a man steals your wife, there is no better revenge than to let him keep her.
    Sacha Guitry

  3. After marriage, husband and wife become two sides of a coin; they just can’t face each other, but still they stay together.
    Hemant Joshi
  4. By all means marry. If you get a good wife, you’ll be happy. If you get a bad one, you’ll become a philosopher. Socrates
  5. Woman inspires us to great things, and prevents us from achieving them.
    Dumas
  6. The great question… which I have not been able to answer… is, “What does a woman want?
    Sigmund Freud
  7. I had some words with my wife, and she had some paragraphs with me.
    Anonymous
  8. “Some people ask the secret of our long marriage. We take time to go to a restaurant two times a week. A little candlelight, dinner, soft music and dancing. She goes Tuesdays, I go Fridays.”
    Henny Youngman
  9. “I don’t worry about terrorism. I was married for two years.”
    Sam Kinison
  10. “There’s a way of transferring funds that is even faster than electronic banking. It’s called marriage.”
    James Holt McGavran
  11. “I’ve had bad luck with both my wives. The first one left me, and the second one didn’t.”
    Patrick Murray
  12. Two secrets to keep your marriage brimming
    1. Whenever you’re wrong, admit it,
    2. Whenever you’re right, shut up.
    Nash
  13. The most effective way to remember your wife’s birthday is to forget it once…
    Anonymous
  14. You know what I did before I married? Anything I wanted to.
    Henny Youngman
  15. My wife and I were happy for twenty years. Then we met.
    Rodney Dangerfield
  16. A good wife always forgives her husband when she’s wrong.
    Milton Berle
  17. Marriage is the only war where one sleeps with the enemy.
    Anonymous
  18. A man inserted an ‘ad’ in the classifieds: “Wife wanted”. Next day he received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: “You can have mine.”
    Anonymous
  19. First Guy (proudly): “My wife’s an angel!”
    Second Guy: “You’re lucky, mine’s still alive.”

Which leads me to believe that men are actually very dumb, even after knowing all this, they are the first to jump the wagon! When will you finally learn to stop following us around???!!

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(N.B. The quotes were taken from a popular fun forwarded email, which is too good not to be shared, though i must confess i did change the context of use!)

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Talk about spare time!!!

I have absolutely nothing to do, more likely I am not doing anything even though there are many things that I could be doing! I have got two sketches half-finished, several articles half-written and several chores at home completely undone… But here I am, trying to enjoy the last days of my responsibility-free life, doing nothing while the To-Do list is completely crammed.

I do not know what kind of syndrome is this but I hate behaving like a matured, rational, responsible, grown-up individual (what a calamity!) but at the same time wanting all the privileges that being my age offers… like casino-hopping in Las Vegas (oh yes!), like getting in to one of the best universities in the world (I’m actually working towards both,,, in my head!), like cinching that doctorate degree as well as earning those grand moolah!!

Supposedly the next degree will be tucked in my belt in another few days, making anyone a complete qualified adult but me… anyone who has knows me will agree that i’m not of the subset (even with the degree). People have trouble calling me an ‘adult’ (especially when I am still calling myself a ‘girl’!) Anyways, i refuse to hyperventilate about the results and concentrate on doing entirely ‘non-productive’ (in biology, it’s called futile cycles) stuffs at home and the only ‘productive’ thing- make plans for eating out!

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Come on people!

I feel like doin’ some serious a**-kicking!
All these taciturn people I am friends with! Even those ones on the professional front have suddenly lost their voices! I already am pretty hard of hearing (no jokes about that) and soon I’ll be completely deaf with lack of use of my auditory organ! Hmmphh!
And as for my friends, to click on a link and type a few words for me (okay, well, for my ego) seems to cost them too much energy… i asked no one to be flattering, i am even inviting people to be rude but at least show some presence… or maybe they are the ones who blend in with the crowd, “Don’t look at me”, “NO attention, please”. Well those ones are exempted, no sweat! But where are the charmers, and where are those people whose words in here are the asset? Are you listening???
Y
Y

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I love my blog… and it’s so damn much fun to just spill it!
I am in a good mood again, no more a**-kicking, i guess. (Alas!)

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I’m counting…

Okay, I have got dates and dinners lined up, i simply can’t wait anymore!
It is true fun to be going out and being amongst those friends-for-life, it is really difficult to lead separate lives but the getting together part is simply refreshing.
And no, talking over phone (chatting over the net is not even considered) is not a good replacement or a way, “in person” is the thing. To be able to see, feel, touch and even smell, no nothing can replace that! Mostly I miss the smiles and the eyes, the voice too, but well, the voice ain’t half-bad over the phone!
So, all in all I’m going to be on an eating-out and shopping spree… I am happy! What can I say, I’m a woman!!

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IF (by Rudyard Kipling)

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too: a
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don’t deal in lies,
Or being hated don’t give way to hating,
And yet don’t look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream – and not make dreams your master;
If you can think – and not make thoughts your aim,
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same:.
If you can bear to hear the truth you’ve spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build’em up with worn-out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings,
And never breathe a word about your loss:
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: “Hold on!”

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings – nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much:
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds’ worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that’s in it,
And – which is more – you’ll be a Man, my son!

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It’s a winner!

You know you are good when people react! And haven’t i made the impact!
There’s no satisfaction till you can create to make a difference, to shake the false foundations, to be crude, abrupt, blunt and of course, honest!
It feels liberating!
Cheers people!

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The Misfit Friends: The Tribute Continues

To find that I actually have a follower without nagging people to read my sparse blog is, i must say, very exhilarating… so here I am continuing what i started… reminiscing about fun, laughter, love, life and friends in the two post-graduate years (two GRADUATE years for y’all Americans out there!) in Biochemistry, Calcutta University. next in the line is, let’s see, hmmm, yup…
Arunika Das

We were the first to find each other (i think, i still like to believe) and some good times we did share.The fun I had with her in the first semester was incomparable. She taught me the best way she could that no one, nothing is more important than self. She is one strong character who cannot be strong enough. I never knew what was lacking in me that didn’t make me the kind of friend that she was to me… but from what she had once taught me, i will not ask for the reason and will believe that the misfortune wasn’t mine. I was so possessive and protective about her when she was the last person who needed it… there was a time when no one could or did ever dare to bad-mouth her in front of me, i cared for her in levels which no one else did, no one, whatever may others think, i admired her and championed her… and i made a complete fool of myself and i will never forgive myself for that. I was the one who set myself up for the fall and Runi (i started calling her by this name in college and the whole class followed suit) is blameless… she is what she is and to me, i believe she was the most honest as she could be… she even tried telling me, that i am like a kid trying to believe in the good of everybody and in reality, understanding nothing of the big, bad and selfish world. I guess she’ll be happy to know i’m a true cynic now. She is a real Brainy person, who knows explicitly what she wants in life and nothing gets in the way… she’s a person who thrives on excitement and intrigue (maybe like the novels we both love… maybe that’s the reason, there was nothing exciting about loyalty and friendship with me) and she is an achiever. She is one, i used to believe, who needs a lot of unconditional love her way… but i guess she forgets that one needs to give something in return for all that love and friendship and even if you cannot, at least don’t hurt it… some things are irreversible and cannot be undone how much ever one might wish. I don’t ever blame you, i cannot. You did whatever you had to and you must have had your reasons that i don’t want to know… but i wish, no, i had one wished, if only you had cared even a little for me… if only…

[Recent times, it might seem i don’t talk to you, ignore or avoid you, though that is exactly how it looks, it’s not true… it is actually me… i don’t know what to talk about with you, even how to talk with you… my emotions are still in bit of a tangle… and forgive me when i behave like this with you, it is my heart that i’m protecting… i don’t hold anything against you, i can’t… i only blame myself for not knowing where i was not wanted… ]

Arunava Ghosh

This is the rum-and-smoke guy!!!And no other description will get the smile (the one plastered on his face right now) faster than this! I share a pretty deplorable trait with him… most of the times, our thinking processes take the same wrong turn, landing up with similar, despicable meanings of the innocent comments made by anyone in the group, or we are usually adept in dredging up nonsense which others will never dream of, full of innuendos and double-meanings… all in good fun, of course… we are in the Leg-pulling Committee of the group (something like Russel Peters!!!) Arunava is a guy who knows how to have true fun, can keep the entertainment bar (not drinks bar!) high up, and keeps the people around him on their toes even though half of the time he doesn’t know his own mind! He is a great buddy… the best part being he is honest in his heart… he tries so hard to be a cynic but at times forgets to be so. He can make fun of others but can also stand the fun made of him, a quality not everybody has. Contrary, what the people who love to hate me (every one has had his own share of this breed) may circulate amongst friends, i do not have a crush on (i.e. line-marofy) him, i never did! I used to think of Arunava as my brother but i guess authenticity is not something people understand… since i had to have an ulterior motive to say so (that’s what people who are not used to being authentic have to think) i dropped the idea completely… Arunava is a great friend, one of the few persons i admired, our group owes a lot of the fun times to this ‘King of Good Times’… it was a great journey (even a greater one for his liver, if the poor thing still exists!)… we had our differences but then most do… but the best part is that we managed to stay friends inspite of everything and like he said, when we look back it’s only the good times that we remember. He drinks like a fish and smokes like a chimney (that’s a direct quote from a movie) but has a heart of gold (umm… maybe not pure gold but say, almost 18 carats) who is actually has brains (if and when he remembers to use them), thinks he has the worst luck in the world (especially when it comes to girls) and really tries hard to keep from blushing when any girl has a crush on him or tells him he’s handsome (this is a point of debate, no point stirring up controversies so, i’ll rephrase and say “allegedly, he is good-looking”… :D). I’ll always remember him as the one who was the laziest of the lot till the smell of food wafted through the air, as the one who was more proud of his bald spot than his physical strength, as the one who looked as if he’s training for ballet while playing table-tennis and definitely as the one who had genuinely tried to put everything right and be there for everbody. Knowing you was a fun-ride!!! And oh yes, his bad luck with the girls can be attributed, in fact, to his indecision… he just can’t make up his mind, whether he is ready to give up yet… on Men! 😉

(Happy Reading???!!!! He follows my blog, had to dish up something special! ~Cheers~)

Nilanjan Pal Chaudhry

If anyone thinks that C.U. Biochemistry 52nd batch can ever be complete without the “Potol”, he needs to revisit his shrink! Nilanjon aka Potol makes up the final bit of the group without who “the group” is completely incomplete! He is one person who makes sure topics are never diverted off him, knows truly well how to handle all the attention and enacts stories the way that will bring tears of laughter to your eyes! He comes up with the most ridiculous ideas but will get serious so fast that one doesn’t when he has stopped joking! But the most distinctive feature about him, as anyone who even barely knows him will tell you, is his absolute no lack of impatience!

Agnik Dasgupta

I took my time getting to know this particular ‘brainy’ person. Particularly because he was too brainy and too serious for my liking but boy, was i wrong! His quips are unique and it’s true fun ragging him to bits… with his usual “arre yaar”! Even if its true that we are not one of the more close friends of the group, he’s one guy i admire for knowing what he wants and being able to go for it. He’s helpful when he wants to be and steadfast in what he believes to be done. He can be secretive but then he is entitled. There’s more to him that I don’t know than what i do. However, what i do know is that he is one who knows how to have fun (even though the general consensus says that his idea of a good time is to study… ;D) Knowing him has been fun and the best part was Agnik landing one squarely on Oli’s bottom! Smack! It was The Moment… i don’t think he’s ever going to live that down! Poor guy… to do him justice, he is totally untried around the other sex! All the other boys (all devils to the core) do wonder (aloud enough for him to hear) whether he has reached his puberty as yet!!! Hey buddy, you really given us few of the best memories to carry with us on our journey forward… thanks… it good knowing you was !

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