I have absolutely nothing to do, more likely I am not doing anything even though there are many things that I could be doing! I have got two sketches half-finished, several articles half-written and several chores at home completely undone… But here I am, trying to enjoy the last days of my responsibility-free life, doing nothing while the To-Do list is completely crammed.
I do not know what kind of syndrome is this but I hate behaving like a matured, rational, responsible, grown-up individual (what a calamity!) but at the same time wanting all the privileges that being my age offers… like casino-hopping in Las Vegas (oh yes!), like getting in to one of the best universities in the world (I’m actually working towards both,,, in my head!), like cinching that doctorate degree as well as earning those grand moolah!!
Supposedly the next degree will be tucked in my belt in another few days, making anyone a complete qualified adult but me… anyone who has knows me will agree that i’m not of the subset (even with the degree). People have trouble calling me an ‘adult’ (especially when I am still calling myself a ‘girl’!) Anyways, i refuse to hyperventilate about the results and concentrate on doing entirely ‘non-productive’ (in biology, it’s called futile cycles) stuffs at home and the only ‘productive’ thing- make plans for eating out!