Helpless

Have you ever felt the urge to bash some one’s head in and the feelings churning inside you, turbulent yet that you can do nothing about and just watch impotently as the person you love gets hurt time after time?

Have you ever felt the need to avenge, to protect… and the need of it a boiling rage inside that would destroy you if you didn’t act upon it. As if your love becomes a failure when you fail to protect, have nothing to do, can do nothing, it’s your position to do nothing!

To hell with logic, rationalism, reason, I feel like hitting out, hitting hard but all the while knowing I can’t do a damn effing thing about it!

It hurts when the person you love is hurt. It hurts worse when you can only watch from afar and cannot do one damn single thing.

I would have cried, shed tear after tear, if I could have relieved you of your pain. But I won’t because you have to be brave. And I can make sure, you don’t have to be brave alone, right?

I am right here, helpless and futile, but I am still here in any way that you need me.

Love you. Loads. Your pain is mine.
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About Guria

An Artist in Science - I am a Misfit 'cause I choose to be one. "Whenever you find that you are on the side of the majority, it is time to reform" And I am a Maverick, because, I'm... umm... brilliant?
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12 Responses to Helpless

  1. Rajlakshmi says:

    hope evrything thing turs out fine…

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  2. Bikramjit says:

    Is evedything ok i hope all is well please take care and dont do anything silly. God bess take care and be good

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  3. Aww.. Your pain is mine.. Well said buddy..

    Yours Frendly,
    Saravana Kumar M

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  4. soin says:

    if the said person cant solve his/her own problems self it no use you stepping in. and as a human you should know. all this inevitable.free

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  5. BK Chowla, says:

    Surely there seems to be a problem some where as I have not seen you in this mood.

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  6. Guria says:

    @Rajlakshmi: thank you dear! I hope that too…

    @Bikram: I cannot, am not in a position to do anything silly. Everything hopefully will be okay. Thanks!

    @SKM: Well, it is true.

    @soin: It's not about solving the problem alone but about having the strength to do certain stuffs, or breaking out of a mould. No, it's not easy and cannot always be done alone. The person in context doesn't need me but I need to be.

    @BK Chowla-ji: There is some. My mood has really fallen on to the pages of the blog.

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  7. Shilpa Garg says:

    Oh! Take care and have faith! All will be ok soon. 🙂

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  8. Harini says:

    I hope that everything turns out fine. I know what you are feeling but its a helpless situation.

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  9. Everything is gonna be alright! And very true..everything that you have written..

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  10. RGB says:

    Looks like it's raining now. But when the sun shines after the rain, a beautiful rainbow will stretch from one end to another, spreading joy and hope.

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  11. nishu says:

    try hitting. The shepherd David, defeated Goliath with a sling.

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  12. Perfunctory says:

    Nothing is yours.

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