Catharsis Part-II : I Think After I Speak!






Have you ever tried writing with a runny nose, reaching for the kerchief every five words? I personally end up cussing, something a lady wouldn’t ever do, and I so want to be a lady! My literary talents are on hold, it seems artistic flair and sneezes do not mix. Usually, I have had several ideas, good and bad (disproportionately) in my head, all artistic of course, but the more I’m sneezing, the more blank I’m getting! As if, all that is going out into my handkerchief also contains my pretty good (if I may say so) writing abilities! So to sneeze or not to sneeze, that is the question; can one swallow them?

Okay, I think my brain is affected! My cold has extended into my head!

Wait a moment! (Cobwebs of my head clearing) This is India, August 2009! Oh, no, no, no! I have allergy, you thinkers! Any scientists or doctors out there? Allergic Rhinitis? Hypersensitivity Type I Reaction? Immunoglobulin E? That’s what I have… please slow down… nothing as sinister as that stupid pig’s thing!

Anyways, when I’m not well, (especially with blowing my nose every few seconds) I’m cranky, irritated, pissed off, difficult, bitchy, rude, quarrelsome (No, normally I am not these… not at all… well, almost not) So given my very vibrant and spontaneous personality, I’ve already acted on these. And… I’m feeling sorry! Why do we end up hurting the people we love the most? And, then there are our respective prides (which is more often than not ‘ego’, in my case).

I wonder, how to begin, where to start, how to say, whatever I shout, however I misbehave, I always love you more… Pride is nothing where you are!



P.S. I am completely a lunatic! Took me long enough to realize that! Immature, I already know! Sigh!

About Guria

An Artist in Science: A Misfit 'cause I choose to be one. "Whenever you find that you are on the side of the majority, it is time to reform" And a Maverick, because, I'm... umm... brilliant?
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13 Responses to Catharsis Part-II : I Think After I Speak!

  1. LOL!!
    Would you beleive it if I were to tell you somehting very similar. I sneeze a lot too.. but apart from the memory drain, I have another problem. You got me a post idea. I will post it later.. gotto wait till I do then. suspense.

    Enjoyed reading ur post. You write lovely :).

    Will come back for more.. but you know when.. after a week.

    Hang in there buddy.. the cold will pass..

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  2. Guria says:

    So sweet of you!!! Thank you!

    And you are brave, SIX MORE DAYS left girl!!!

    See, I knew I could be an inspirer! Wow! 😀

    Lots of Smiles and Good Luck for you-know-what! 🙂

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  3. Couldn't help readin the whole page and other posts.. I know there are more.. but I have to stop with this today.

    You are a damn good writer, and a hilarious one. Mind if I ape you? LOL.. jus kidding.

    I got to go back to studies mate.. Thanks for popping in and leading me to your blog.

    Just a simple suggestion.. I dont mean to be rude or impose myself on you the very first meeting.. Just somehting that strikes me.. Your blog has such a cheery, fun loving disposition.. can I request you to change your background and get somethign more youthful?Please dont get offended.. I just feel you would “stand out in the crowd more” with a different background.

    I am not even sure y i like you so much as to already be making such personal requests.

    My apologies beforehand, if you were to not like it. 🙂

    cyu around.. bybye.

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  4. oopsie.. sorry about hogging your comments too..

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  5. Guria says:

    Heyy, I love it! You hogging my comments and your advice! And what I heve known of yoy from your blog, I like you and your spirit a lot too! 🙂

    Actually even I hate my template!! 😛

    But i am so good with computers, I am afraid to touch anything in there “Edit HTML”. By the way, I did recruit a friend to design my blog who so busy that I feel bad to hound more than once a week!

    I really wish I do change my background soon! LOL!!

    Love.

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  6. maybe I could help?

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  7. Maverick says:

    😀 😀

    A cold has dat potential…to disrupt da normal workings of life with its sudden arrivals…..in da form of sneezes!!!!! 😛 😛 😛

    reading dis i knw dat ur writin abilities r still inside u…nt flown out into ur kerchief as u thought! 😉

    irritation…..emotions…..override us all da time….but if its da ppl we luv den it is also da same ppl who understand…nd wen u say ur sorry it is des ppl who smile nd let u bac wid a hug! so u can smile too! 🙂

    I lik to read ur emotional catharsis! tc! 🙂

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  8. Guria says:

    @ Rohini

    Would love your help! But shall we make it a week later? 🙂

    By the way, ignore my typing errors, sneezing does that to me! I soo thought I was over this! 😀

    And I got rid of that ancient- looking eyesore, for the time being this will have to do! LOL!

    Love.

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  9. Guria says:

    @ My Namesake!

    Ahh, returning praises are we?! 🙂

    By writing abilities I actually meant poetic abilities which are still jammed! I'll preserve my handkerchief, just in case!

    And you wouldn't know the pain of not being able to rhyme, you are too good a poet yourself! 😛

    Smiles!!!

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  10. Maverick says:

    Namesake…..kewllll nick! TY! 😀

    nope…nt returning praises…appreciating ur work irrespective of ur generosity! wats gud deserves to be cald gud! 🙂

    handkerchief….gud idea!!! 😛

    U just dnt understand my pain, its beyond da obvious! 😉

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  11. Guria says:

    @ my Namesake

    Glad you liked your 'nick'!!

    And I've been rhyming, in a manner of speaking, which will have to do for now! 😛

    And as for your non-obvious pain, I doubt whether that exists! 😛

    😀

    Keep Smiling!!!

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  12. Aditya says:

    lol Now this got my smile back. I am not the only person who gets blank when I catch a cold 😛

    Lovely writing. I like the way you slowly take things forward with a humorous touch ;).

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  13. Sreya says:

    @ Aditya

    I'm always extra glad that I can make people smile! 🙂

    Yeah, humour's my speciality, didn't you know? 😀

    Smiles *_*

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